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[19 May 2005|06:39pm] |
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it's official, my dad is quite possibly the hugest asshole i know. i was about to leave the dinner table but my mom wanted to make sure she understood what i was doing tomorrow night so i told her i'm going to panera and my dad was like "what makes you think you're allowed?" and i was like "well i told mom before and she didn't say no so i figured that meant i could" and he goes "well you didn't ask me did you?" ((by the way, i never ask him and it's always fine because that's just how we work)) so i said no and then he goes "well don't you think you should" so.."okay dad can i go to panera tomorrow?" ..."no you don't need to go out every night" so then i was just like "dad that's not a good reason can you just give me one explanation for why i can't go" but while i was saying that he interrupted me because apparently my opinion doesn't count enough for anyone to actually listen to the whole thing...and i was already in a bad mood and he wasn't helping anything and then he goes "i love how i have to listen to all your problems" what dad says that?! he said that because last night i was in a bad mood so i told my family that i had to go upstairs to call evan because we needed to talk, i don't really see how that means i'm complaining about all my problems, but then i just got really upset, most parents would love it if their kids talked to them or felt that they could, but no my dad finds it annoying, so i dont know, i just started crying and i left the table and i was just sitting on the stairs so i hear him going on and on about how annoying i am and how i have no respect for anyone and all i care about is myself...i really don't understand what i did wrong but he's fucking putting so much pressure on me right now with all the tests coming up and my grades and he's already making me feel like i'm going to be a nuisance since he'll have to drive me to work now, well whose fault is it that they didn't let me get my permit until march when i could have had my license by now and i could have been driving myself...but if i ever tried to say that i'm sure i'd be interrupted or somehow proven wrong because according to my dad, i'm always wrong because i'm only 16 so i really don't know anything about anything...and all my mom does is sit there and give me looks and i'm sure later she'll yell at me for getting my dad in a bad mood because now she'll have to deal with it, because you know, i'm so selfish and everything..i really think my dad could use another visit to his therapist because he is fucking ridiculous and he's lucky that i do have some respect for him otherwise i wouldn't be putting up with his bullshit, but there's not really anything i can do about that, and i'm sure things will be better tomorrow it's just he can be such an ass, especially on days that i already wasn't in a great mood...but whatever to whoever's reading this i'm sorry for complaining, but that's kinda the point of a journal...oh well..
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[15 May 2005|01:19pm] |
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last night was just oodles of fun :0) lizz picked me up around 8:45 to have girls night out because there was a man night in progress..so we were driving around and her mom sees these chairs on the side of the road and she wanted to look at them so we stop on the shoulder of 146 looking at these cute little chairs and then she was like GIRLS GO GET THEM so we start putting them into the car then she starts yelling at us to get back in because shes gonna get hit so we pull around the corner and get the other two chairs..then after dropping the chairs off at her house we went to target where we bought TWISTER MOVES and some gay $1 DVD's and a shit load of food, oh and girl's night out dice cards and jenga haha...then we ordered a pizza because that's how we do but they said it would take like 20 minutes so mrs. mcdonough said she wanted ice cream so we went to wendys and got free frosties! =)..and then we were going to domino's and she saw the new pakistani restaraunt and she kept saying it like PAHkistAHNies and Queeeseeene instead of cuisine haha it was so funny, you probably had to be there though..then we got the pizza and went back home where we played twister moves which was oh so much fun, and we ate a lot and watched tv and all that then finally went to bed...then we woke up and decided to visit boyfriends at work so we went to Denny's for breakfast where Evan put our name as "Nilla for 2" embarassing? of course not! so then we ate there and we got to see lil' evy cleaning tables :0) then we went to price chopper and bought a magazine in the lane that matt was bagging because we are THAT cool...then my parents came and got me and i went to church where i saw Grace and her mom which really brightened up my day..then i got to drive home with both parents in the car and i think i almost gave my dad a heart attack because i like to go a wee bit fast, but oh well, sucks for him...now i have to go do tons of homework that i forgot i had :-/ so later babes <3
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[14 May 2005|02:37pm] |
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well last night was the sophomore spring fling dance..they really didn't play good music at all and the whole karaoke thing was gay and there wasn't really anyone there, so me kelsi evan and adam just hung out the whole night but it was still fun :0) then after the dance the four of us went to friday's and me and kelsi went to the bathroom and i got in there and i was like ugh it smells so bad in here and some lady in a stall was like "it smells like potatoes, i don't like it" so we were like mmm okay then about 5 minutes later she comes out and starts talking to us again and was like "i was the one who said it smells like potatoes, this is my second time being in here and i already complained to them once...oh are you girls at prom? be careful and safe" some people really are just so strange..then me and evan got a double oreo madness for dessert which is so amazingly good, especially when the train feeds you it ;) haha..then i got home and i got all my pictures back from kelsi's surprise party and new york city and just some random ones and they make me verrrrry happy so i just spent about 2 hours separating them and putting them into frames and albums because i have NO life..senior prom is today so my sister is being EXTRA annoying but its okay..im going to go do homework now for the rest of the day, whoo hoo...later <3
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[11 May 2005|06:10pm] |
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well i stayed home from school for the first time all year today and i'm kinda glad i did but i still don't feel any better which sucks because i refuse to not go tomorrow...this friday is the sophomore dance so that should be fun and i got a job at hannaford which starts pay at 7.25 an hour!! :0) thats sweeet...since i never wrote about this weekend i'll do a quick update now, prom was SOOO much fun. everyone looked great and the 8 of us ( grace jess lizz tj matt alex evan and me) were dancing the entire night and it was so much better than our sophomore dance is going to be..then we all slept over the graham's except for jess because she didn't feel that great, but the rest of us had a good time...me and evan didnt go to sleep till maybe 7:30-8 in the morning and we both woke up around 9 because evan had to work at 9:30 which really sucked for him, then all the next day i was in new jersey doing homework so i couldn't sleep at all and i still haven't really caught up with it yet...which might be why i got sick, i don't know, but i'll hopefully get better soon because i really hate being sick and my mom keeps worrying that im going to get pneumonia again but i really hope that doesn't happen
on another note though, i really can not stand my sister. she has been gay all day. this morning she woke me up at like 6:30 and was like "why aren't you going to school?" so i told her that i was really congested and i felt really sick and she slammed the door shut and was like "god you're pathetic" you have no idea how mad that got me, considering she's the one who stayed home from school to go christmas shopping one time and to bake cookies and then another time because she had a test the day before..then she gets home and i say hi but it didn't come out too clear because i can't talk that well and she was like "you fake sick so much" okay i don't know how to prove that i'm not faking but who the hell says that? where's the fucking sympathy? not that i want it but still...and now she's going on and on about some pointless shit to my mom and the worst part is that my mom actually cares! and now she wants to go tanning before prom and my mom is considering it which pisses me off because my mom refused to let me go which is why i went to the beach and ended up burning half of my face..i really can not wait until she goes away, i'll get my own car, my own bathroom and i won't have to listen to her overly high pitched voice every freaking day..
okay, i'm done ranting now :-) i'm going to go eat some dinner then take a shower...laterrr
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[03 May 2005|07:25pm] |
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im really bored right now..after school i had an interview at hannaford and i think it went pretty well so that's good. then after that i set up an interview with bruegger's for tomorrow after school. then my mom decided that she wanted to buy me clothes so we just went to jcpenney to get another outfit for the interview cause i didn't like what i had to wear, and i ended up getting an interview outfit, this white polka dotted tank top that i am in love with because it reminds me of the notebook, a dress for the sophomore dance, and then a purse and jewelry for prom :0) so that was fun. and now i think i'm going to go cuddle in bed with my SATII book <3 byebye
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